"Cage the badger and he will try to break from his prison and regain his native hole. Chain the eagle to the ground - he will strive to gain his freedom, and though he fails, he will lift his head and look up at the sky which is home - and we want to return to our mountains and plains, where we used to plant corn, wheat and beans."
-- Written by a Navajo in 1865
Friday, June 3, 2011
For Good
So to wrap up one of the greatest experiences in my life....
Good Bye... Adios.... Auf Wiedersehen... Peace. <3
What I Have Gathered...
To the most incredible group of people
Gary: you must be, by far, the coolest dude I have ever met. Thank you for sharing your stories with me on the open road. Thank you for driving us all over the desert, and for taking us to the movies... twice. Haha. I will never forget the warmth and genuine kindness you have shown us on this trip.
Dave: I wish I knew you better before this Unit. You are an amazing educator, someone who really thinks about what we should be doing and why we should be doing it. You are real with the kids, and that has shown me to be more real, too. Please keep in touch next year.
Christian: What an incredible young man you are. I have never met such a respectful, honest, and genuine high schooler before. You blow me away. You are not just kind because it's what you should do... You are kind because you genuinely care. Thank you for sharing your gifts of song, humor, kindness and compassion with me on this Unit.
Malcolm: You have wonderful insights into other people. Although you are at times quiet, it is your constant inquisitive nature that strikes me. Thank you for sharing your interests with me. It has been such a pleasure getting to know you.
Hayley: Thank you for your laughter, deep compassion and kindness throughout this trip. You have shared some of your loves with me... Such as hiking... And I truly hope that we will remain in contact wherever your life takes you. Thank you.
Maggie: I'm not going to lie, I see myself in you a little. Haha. You are crazed with laughter and joy, yet remain respectful and insightful. I cannot thank you enough for allowing me to let go and laugh, and enjoy what we have all experienced together on this incredible journey. I know I have only known you for 10 days, but I will miss you terribly next year. Please keep in touch, and stay true to who you are and what you believe in always.
Natalie: I have really learned how sweet, caring, funny, and eager you are on this trip. I know I had you in class, but nothing compares to the imprint you have left on me here. Your honesty and devotion to doing what is right makes me reflect on my own thoughts and behaviors. Thank you for talking to me as a person. I have learned a great deal from you, and I hope you have learned from me too.
Jake: Ms. Summers said you were awesome, but she had it all wrong... You are way more than that. Our conversations in the Canyon de Chelly really opened my eyes to who you are. I cannot thank you enough for just being yourself. You are so incredibly talented and genuinely caring, honest, funny, and insightful. There were times on this Unit, I'm not gonna lie, that I felt exhausted, drained, and like I just had enough... But all I had to do was look at you and see the fire in your eyes and the love you had for all that you were experiencing in order to wake up and realize the amazing opportunities and experiences that lay right in front of me. Thank you.
Jess: first of all, your name rocks. Haha. But seriously... I knew you were awesome when I had you in class, but spending time with you on this Unit has been amazing. You have shown me your love of nature, life, laughter, and joy. I know there must have been times on the res that you felt drained, dirty, and... well, maybe just didnt want to be there anymore... but you still dove straight in with this passion to learn and grow. Thank you for sharing this with me.
Liv: Although you may appear to be quiet on the outside, you have spoken loudly and clearly through your actions on this Unit. After reading your blog earlier, I found myself choking up. You have gained so much from this incredible experience, and I want you to know that I have gained a lot too. Thank you for coming on this Unit and being a part of it.
Sophie: this week has been particularly difficult for both of us. I know we have not spoken about it to each other, but I want you to know how much I genuinely respect, admire, and honor you for keeping a smile on your face and going through this Unit with laughter and interest. The other night at dinner you almost made me spit my drink across the table more than twice. You are a very courageous and fun-loving person with so much to give, and I thank you for sharing that with me.
Laura: I did not really know you before this, but I am so glad that I know you now. Sometimes I look at students from Gill who get involved with community service, etc, and I ask myself... Are you doing this for the resume or because it is your calling? You have a calling. You have shown me a part of yourself that wants to give without a need for reward. You would spend time getting to know everyone, including me, and sharing yourself and all your gifts with us. Thank you for coming on this Unit.
Nick: although Hodge nicknamed you Billy Sky because of your last name, he has done so aptly. You do reach for the stars. You have surprised me time and time again on this trip with your talents, insights, and laughter. Thank you for being a part of this fantastic journey.
Emily: I did not really know you before this Unit, but I am very happy to have been given the opportunity to get to know you. We have a great deal in common, and I have enjoyed learning from you. Your latest blog made me smile so wide. I am so happy you came on this trip.
Hannah: thank you for giving me the opportunity to get to know you outside of the classroom. You have so many ideas, insights, and different perspectives. I feel like you have grown a great deal on this trip, and I know that I have grown from spending time with you too.
And I have saved the best for last...
Tammy: Words cannot express my gratitude. You are truly one of the most beautiful and inspiring person I have ever met. I know that I have gained so much from my experiences on this incredible journey with my students and fellow teachers, but I am truly grateful for having been given the opportunity to meet and learn from you. You have taught me the value of listening and patience. I have been humbled time and time again in your presence. You are the rock to this Unit. You have provided so much for so many these past 10 days... and all the days up to this in the planning and preparations. When you introduced me as your fellow colleague to Evelyn, I found myself almost near tears. Thank you for accepting me into this sacred space that is your life. Thank you for showing me the beauty in things I have overlooked. Thank you for this opportunity. No matter where our paths may take us, I hope to always stay in touch.
Thank you everyone for your warmth, generosity, and compassion. Thank you all for your laughter and joy. Thank you all for listening and for speaking. I cannot possibly express my sincere gratitude.
Love,
Jess
Thursday, June 2, 2011
The Past Three (or four?) Days: A Novel
Let's start off with a question:
Have you ever slept on dirt?
Well I have, even before this trip.... and that first time, it was a terrible experience.... hence the fact I was in the middle of a humid forest listening to mosquitoes buzz around my ears all night...
However, sleeping in a hogan was a rather a interesting and more positive experience. To be honest, yet not to brag for I know not everyone actually slept, I slept pretty well... This might have been the result of the hours of baseball we played that day on the reservation (I pitched) or the heat and dryness... My bet would be the baseball... That can take the breath right away from you. Maybe it's both, I don't know... So before even falling asleep, what should I have decided to do....? Stargaze? What an excellent idea.
Stargazing in Arizona is so much better than in Jersey, let me tell you... in Jersey you look up and see four? five? if you're lucky; six stars? maybe the big dipper? Well in the middle of a dessert, with barely any lights, and a whole lot of nothing, you don't have to look further than the tree line to see at least one star. It's like a blanket of stars over you, everywhere you look there's a new constellation or cluster of stars. Some of us, (cough, cough) tried star tripping.... which resulted in many thorns the the feet and dizziness, but it was all fun in the end.... We were even lucky to see a few shooting stars, which was an exciting experience, by the sound of everyones screams and squeals, for the entire group.
This was followed by two more days on the reservation filled with making Fry Bread, an explanation of the Navajo culture, as well as learning a bit of the language, and a new addition to our many sports; soccer. Also it was Jake's birthday and we celebrated and we had cake and it was really fun, and a surprise so, yay!
So of course every trip has it's breath-taking, mind-boggling, favorite, never-forget experience... If you've been on a trip without one, think harder, but this unit's one, for me, was Canyon de Chelly. For the first part of the visit, we drove around the rim, looking at some cool views, interesting sites, the whole shi-bang, but I think the best part was when we actually started to hike down INTO the canyon... People still live in it, and I don't blame them... the view from everywhere along that 5 (ish) mile hike was absolutely beautiful. Along this hike, I saw what a lot of people don't normally get to see, and this was ancient pictures on the walls of the canyon, which were up pretty high, which makes me wonder how on earth they got up there.. but anyway the walk was beautiful and at one point we were able to take off our shoes and walk through the river... That was really fun, especially running through puddle-like sections and not realizing how deep they were and totally just soaking our shorts. I'd post pictures like some other people on here, but I do not have my connector thing.... so that's not an option... don't get me wrong, I'd love to post a few, but I can't... ANYWAY aside from the rocks and drawings and such, we saw some wild horses every so often which is just so rare.... and beautiful.. and majestic.. and now I'm just blabbering about horse beauty...
So today (well the first half is going to look like nothing compared to the hike and stuff....) we sat on the bus for 8 hours and retraced the Long Walk... Once arriving in Fort Sumner, we went to a ranch and met up with local high school students... yes at first, like many first encounters with other people after seeing the same faces everyday for about a week, this was a little awkward but after eating and cooking and doing some experimenting, we all sorta got to know each other and it was really fun, and we had a good time... During this fun time I won Ninja... On the cultural side of the night my group created some sort of dough and bacon salad thing and coffee, which we drained using a plastic bag... it was definitely interesting... So hopefully we will have as much fun at this ranch tomorrow as we did today..
So good bye.... Adios.... Auf Wiedersehen... Peace.
The power of Navajo
After two days of humble living we began our trek through the Canyon De Chelly. Andrew, our guide was one of the most spiritual men i have ever met. The way he walked was so connected with the world. On our hike through the puddle filled river bed i attempted to follow his very steps. At first i was only trying to copy his patterns and natural rhythm, but eventually I learned that his body naturally found and traveled over the softest areas of sand that the trail could provide. No one could have spotted it with their eyes and even with our shoes off most people could not find it, but Andrew naturally knew where the softest sand to walks across was located. It absolutely rocked my world. Also his footsteps made no excessive splashes like the rest of our group. It was as if the water reacted to his footsteps with compassion. Now I have heard of wild indian powers and native mystics, but never in my life have i actually experienced it. This Man, our personal tour guide for the day, which is astonishing in itself (thanks to Mrs. Paris) was a real life Navajo legend. He has forever inspired me and for that I am thankful.
O yeah the canyon was too beautiful to describe so I am not even going to try
Four Days: 16 people, 1 hogan, a 7 mile hike, and an 7 hour bus ride
Canyon de Chelly
“Someone had to be airlifted out of Canyon de Chelly this past weekend”.
“Ruth, Evelyn, and Polly do this hike three times a week; it’s nothing guys”.
Yesterday morning, as we drove the short drive from Ruth Roessel’s house to Canyon de Chelly National Park, I had no idea what to expect from the five-hour hike ahead of us. Every member of our group pounded down water and stocked up on applesauce as we neared the point of no return. Backpacks strapped on and sunscreen applied, we began our descent to the canyon floor. I immediately knew our hike would be the most amazing part of our trip. We were guided by a Navajo man named Andrew who spent his childhood summers on a sheep farm in the canyon. He knew every bend in the path, every river and stream, and every ancient cave carving by heart and for the five hours we spent in the canyon, gave us an intimate look into this sacred land he calls home. As we briskly walked through the sand to keep up with our guide, we watched tour buses and jeeps filled with other tourists crawl by. Each passenger looked out with a puzzled visage, confused as to why a group of thirteen teenagers and four adults were trekking barefoot through the canyon’s streams.
It was clear to me that our hike was a unique and coveted opportunity. As I listened to Andrew explaining the meaning behind a cave drawing of a turtle, I had a bit of a revelation. I removed my face from my camera’s eyepiece (sorry, mom) and abandoned the old “take a picture, it’ll last longer” idea. I wanted my memories of the canyon to be captured in my heart rather than my memory card (cheesy, I know). The result was a success. It was simply humbling to look down at my bare feet stepping lightly through a stream of clear water and rich orange sand and then look up to see herculean rock formations and an (fortunately slightly cloudy) open sky. We walked through this network of oasis for about two or three miles, stopping periodically to meet up with Ruth, Evelyn, and Polly who treated us with water bottles and popsicles. By the time we reached our bus, we had been in the canyon for over five hours, were windswept and slightly wet, and had never felt so connected with nature before. I will always remember our time spent in the canyon as the most spectacular hike I have every experienced. I’m still a bit exhausted, so goodnight for now!
Olivia
On the Road Again
BANDELIER
After that the next creature we observed was a giant yellow butterfly which may not seem like much through this blog, but words could not do its beauty justice. It added to the peaceful setting of Bandelier's trail significantly. And as if that wasn't enough, we came upon a diamond back rattle snake, which surprised us as well with its calm nature. It did not slither off into the distance, but instead it remained in the same spot while tourists continued to take pictures.
These natural encounters put together made up a a splendid day on our over all trip in New Mexico and managed to relieve my mind and depress my body.
Blog Fail
The Adventures of Nick Bilynsky...again?
Ruth Roessel, The Canyon De Chelly, and the Cortese residence
Ruth Roessel and 7 Hour Journey
The Navajo Reservation and The Canyon de Chelly
Monday May, 30th
On Monday, we arrived at the home of Ruth Roessel, a Navajo elder. We greeted her, moved our things into a room in the house and then we were put to work. We were sent out back to the hogan (pronounced: HO-gahn), our sleeping quarters for the two nights of our stay on the reservation. We had three tasks: shake out all the rugs and check them for snakes, spiders and scorpions, sweep the dirt floor and spray it down with water to minimize the dust. After this was completed, we made our way back to the main house and started a game of “ghetto baseball.” I did not play as I went on a photo excursion around the inspiration filled property. My photo taking has become an illness as I have taken over 2,000 photos this trip. We had some time to our selves before we were called in for a traditional dinner of Navajo tacos. These may or may not be the most incredible food item one will ever eat. A Navajo taco consists of Indian frye bread, pinto beans, sauteed ground beef, lettuce, tomatoes and the works of a taco. We pigged out on these for a little while and then we started preparing for our first night in the hogan. Some of us showered, some of us didn’t. We got into our pajamas, brushed our teeth and gathered our flashlights and pillows and went out to the hogan. We spent some time outside waiting for it to get dark enough to see the stars. When the sky darkened, it came to life with a glittery sheen of millions of stars. I have never seen so many stars in my life. We craned our necks and watched satellites, planets and stars twinkle above us. As we were gazing up something caught a few of our eyes...a shooting star! How did we know that there was one? Mr. Hodgson’s (Nickname: Hodge) squeal of delight clued as all in. We were all so focused on his hysterical sound, and Ms. McGrover’s side stitch inducing laugh that only a few of us saw the second shooting star of the night. After a little while longer of star gazing, we headed of to bed in the hogan...which is a whole ‘nother blog post in itself.
Tuesday: May 31st- Jake’s Birthday
We were woken up early by the chilled morning Arizona air and the bright sun streaming through the windows of the hogan. We awoke with discomfort of being freezing, having a sore back, or not really having slept at all. We rolled out of our sleeping bags and made our trek to the main house. We were kindly greeted with a steaming plate of eggs, bacon and fried potatoes, generously prepared for us by Mrs. Roessel herself. Over breakfast, she explained to us how this is her special breakfast that she makes for her children when they visit her. After we stuffed our faces (for the umpteenth time on the trip) we showered and changed for the day. Our next activity was a short history lesson presented my Mrs. Roessel. We were educated about the Navajo calendar, the significance of the parts of a hogan and a mural with much symbolic meaning. We also had the privilege to learn how to count on Dine´. This skill was later used on the bus to do the “Count-Off.” Following this miniature history lesson, we had some time to our selves but what follows is amazing. We got to make our own frye bread! This delectable treat that we had been eating the whole trip was now ours to make. The group learned to make the dough, I accidentally napped through that (shhhh!), and we headed outside to the fire pit to cook the dough. We were doing well making patties to fry, with the exception of Mr. Hodgson whose dough got thrown in the dirt by Mrs. Roessel. We fried up our dough, doused them in sugar and went to work eating to our hearts content. Amazing. Delicious. The most incredible doughnut one will ever eat! We cleaned up this mess, and began to think about preparing dinner. I know you’re probably thinking, “What?! They’re going to eat again?” Oh yes, we were going to eat again. The guys took the job of starting a fire in the pit (an impressive one I must say) and the girls started laying out all the food. 26 burgers, 24 ribs, a whopping dish of salad, a platter of fruit and two birthday cakes later, we were all stuffed with food up to our ears. Feeling a wee bit guilty for our smorgasbord we started a game of “ghetto soccer.” Our goals were crafted from tires and fire wood and the sidelines were the electrical cords running to the hogan. It was a decent setup except for the massive red ant hill smack in the middle of the field. It was like playing soccer on an obstacle course. One with an obstacle that would leave you swollen, itchy and in pain if you didn’t avoid it. Nick Bilynsky, nicknamed “Billy Sky” by Master Hodge, is an amazing soccer player and really shows the ball its place. After our game, we prepared for bed and headed to the hogan. We were highly entertained by Jake’s amazing guitar skills and Chris’s singing and humor. Post mini concert, we all collapsed into our sleeping bags.
Wednesday: June 1st
Gasoline to drive to Chinle: $40
Entry fee to the park: $50
Two cases of water: $10
Experiencing the Canyon de Chelly: Priceless
Yesterday we did a 5 hour hike down and through the Canyon de Chelly in Chinle, AZ. We had the pleasure of seeing “Spider Rock” and the “Mummy Cave.” Our guide Andrew was incredible, extremely knowledgable and knew the canyon like the back of his hand. We made our descent into the canyon via a twisty, turny path. As we walked slowly with our arms out just in case, Andrew seemed to glide down the face of the mountain. We made our way down the magnificent rock formation and crossed a small river at the bottom. Across and down from the river, are Navajo people selling their art and jewelry. I purchased a necklace with a small horse pendant and an amber arrow head necklace. After our mini shopping break, we started our 4 hour trek to the mouth of the canyon. Astounding. Breath taking. Insanely gorgeous. There really aren’t words to describe the beauty of this natural wonder. As you walk through the canyon, and look up along the rock, you see the hieroglyphics that were carved by the Navajo people in the 1600’s. This really blows my mind to know that so long ago, people were creating art on the canyon walls and now I have the ability to see them with my own two eyes. The ruins of the homes and buildings send out an almost eery vibe. To know that 400 years ago, Navajo people were living in them is an incredible thought. We continued our trek and made it to what is left of the river. Shoes off! There is no way that one could make it through this donning their shoes. The cool water and soft, squishy sand is like heaven to our sore feet. Walking, walking, walking...wind! The wind! It whips through canyon and shoots the grains of sand into the backs of our legs. Dear gosh, does it sting! We close our eyes and look down to avoid being blinded. “Grab it!” someone yells, referring to the cowboy hat that has just rocketed off Mr. Hodgson’s head. He sprints and saves it. We continue our trek, sore and tired. “Three more bends in the path.” Andrew tells us. (This walk is nothing for him, mind you) Come on guys we can do it. There’e one bend, and two, and three! BUS! There’s the bus! I have never been more excited in my life to see a bus or our amazing diver, Mr. McHaffy. After de-mudding our sneakers, we climb on the bus and collapse into the seats in front of the air vents. We head back to the visitor center to drop Andrew off at his car. Before his descent down the steps of the bus, we shower him with a warm, gratuitous round of applause. As we serenade him, his face lights up and he smiles back at all of us. To know that we made him happy is extremely touching and was a rewarding way to end our adventure.
We're All So Much Closer
We spent two days in the Navajo Reservation in Round Rock, Arizona with our wonderful and generous host Ruth Roessel. Ruth is very important to the Navajo community, and was gracious enough to host 13 complaining teenagers for two night. We all slept in a hogan, which is a traditional and ceremonial Navajo home. There is no heating, air conditioning, running water, or beds in the hogan, so we all snuggled close in sleeping bags. After squeezing together in a hogan for two nights (and sharing the same bathroom), we all feel a lot closer. It was an amazing experience to learn the history of the Navajo people from Ruth, and she even taught us how to make Indian Fry Bread and to count in Din-e (the traditional Navajo language). Ruth and her assistant Evelyn were so warm and enthusiastic about sharing their culture that we were all sad to say goodbye to her (and her adorable dog Jet).